How I wish I could surrender my soul ; Shed the clothes that become my skin ; see the liar that burns within my needing. How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold. How I wish I had screamed out loud, Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time i run far, far away ; find comfort in pain, All pleasure's the same: Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.

I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble. It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind ; Hold memory close at hand, help me understand the years. How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell. How I wish I would save my soul. Im' so cold from fear.